Selasa, 26 Januari 2010

druggie symphony

He's walking around in his little room, 
and then she came out of nowhere like yesterday..
"can you tell me what just happened?"." she asked.

-when i trapped in a moment under the tree
i heard coconuts banging on top of me
i sat on the whitest sand and start to draw
i drew a single line with many little dots far from it
and then i laughed so hard, like there's something funny
until this weird feeling came and my head became so heavy..
worms coming out from my ears, where the hell they came from?
it's a sudden attack, i don't wanna die like this..-

"Russel.. ehm, Russel dear, please be serious with your words.
 this conversation is recorded.."

-after a while i felt nothing, no sound, no vision, no pain
for a moment... a really long moment... 
until it paused.........

Then the happy part is back,
it's just silence and imagination, (don't you know it could be the same thing?)
it's just me and myself climbing up that mountain
we never felt alone, because we've been lonely all these years,
   ...i.. i.. i, i just need a simple help.....-

"what do you mean by a simple help? and who's 'we'? 
 and again Russel, this is not a philosophy class,
 speak only things normal people can understand.."

-that is why no one can understand, this isn't philosophy
i don't have anything but a confusing lines,
my mouth speak the words, but my mind is out of nowhere
I was great for a moment,
and now here i am, crumbling head with dirty hands
i am what i drew back then..-

(Long Pause....)

Then the lady in white suit steps her foot outside
it's the same footsteps like yesterday..
when she opened the door,
Sunlights try to enter the room but she never let it in..
( same scent, same questions, and same order to the gatekeeper).
"multiply the medication and don't let anyone enter the room!"
and she's gone with her constant footsteps..

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